baz omadam

dobare omadam soraghet kheili delam basat tang shode bood nemidoonam be to nagam be ki begam
khob nemidoonam ta koja goftam va yadam nemiad chi baad begam
emshab halam aslan khoob nis inghadr labkhande alaki zadam va zaheri khandidam ke az khodam badam miad
shayad behtare az chand shab pish shoro konam ke delam basash ye zare shode bood vali behem goft tel nadare va man be eshghe harf zadan bahash on mondam belakhre bade chand rooz bahash tonestam beharfam mesle hamishe mehraboon bood nemidoonam mesle hamishe goft doosam dare va man ham goftam asheghesham andaze tamame donia be man goft farda shab dobare hamun moghe miad online manam online mundam ta omad vali ajale dash goft ke mire ye saat dige khoone va ba man harf mizane va man bidar neshastam vali hich vaght in ye saat tamum nashod kheili khaste boodam raftam orkut ke barash scr bezaram ke montazeram nashe man miram bekhabam didam ke omade orkut va rafte bavaram nemishod to orkut omade vali hata ye scr nazashte ke boro hanieh bekhab delam shekast basash offline gozashtam ke azash narahtam va onam javabi ke dad in bood ah khastam mikonia inghadr koso sher nagu
farda shabesh raftam too listesh scr bezaram ke didam ye dokhtare barash scr gozashte ke dishab bahash tele kheili ali boodo ina aslan hasoudim nashode bejoone mamanam man faghat mikhastam ye boos barash scr bezaram ke yeho dastam raft ro profile dokhtare va raftam toush in bood ke scr bookesho negah kardam va didam farshid behesh shomare dade bavaram nemishod, shomare ro bardashtam shab bood ke zang zadam khodehs goushi bardasht inghadr ghalbam tond mizad va boghz galomo gerefte bood ke natoonestam harf bezanam 3 bar zang zadam va natoonestam harf bezanam bad yeki az doostash goushi bardasht va dige khodesh telo javab nadad bavaram nemishod in hamin pesari bood ke pariroozesh be man migoft asheghetam vali hala aslan nafahmidam chera in karo kard , barash massege gozashtam javab nadad , hanuz ham javabamo nadade shayad kasi ke asheghe man boode asheghe 100 ta dige ham shode nemidoonam emshab mesle chi geryeh kardam hame chiz kharab shod hame barname entezaram basash formoler visa ro hame madarekesham emshab pare kardam ta akhre hafte ham sabr kardam age javab nade chera inkaro bekone dasbando axesho ham az dastam dar miaram mano begi ke az eshghe in adam har ja to har profile axesho mididam save mikardam
khoda chera intoori shod ?
chera dobare man chera man ke khalese meske gol kasio doost daram baham bazi mikonan man che gonahi kardam , manam baad badjesn basham ta rabetam movafagh besham fekr doros shabe ghablesh bood ke be ali goftam ba man dige tamas nagire man asheghe kase dige hastam va in bood javabe hame vafadario sedaghatam , kash mifahmid cheghadr doosesh dashtam ba hazer boodam hata 3 sal ham basash sabr konam kash mifahmid ke cheghadr delam basash tang mishod , hame marda base azaran age nemikhae azar bebini baad azar bedi ey khoda daram az gerye miterekam

narahatam

emrooz sob az khab ke bidar shodam doush gereftam va raftam pishe vakilam onja baham harf zadimo gharar shod ke beram farda sob sefarate holland to bern. badesh man raftam kami kharid va on chizai ro ke mikhastam peida nakardam bad ba mohsen boodam on naharesho khord omadam khoone az bade nahare ke pae PC oftadam va kari nemikonam ba kouroush kami chat kardam yade zamane bachegi oftadim hamchizesh ghashang bood har 2 ham on moghe bikhial boodim faghat khosh boodim
farshidam javabe off nemide fekr konam doos nadare be man shomarasho be man bede manam dige nabaad esrar konam
mohsen emrooz dasht migoft sare karam va daram ye salo nime khodamo hadar midam, nemidoonam vaghean hamintoori hastesh ya na 90% adama atrafam ham hamino migan mitarsam age hame ras began , kharam na ? shayad onam dare on vare donia mikhande behem bakhodesh mige ye dokhtare 19 sala ro be onvane nafare 2 daresh gozashtam hala ham mesle khola montazere man neshaste. hamin ke javabe offline toro nemide baset nis in yani andaze sare angoshtam dooset nadare. shayadam mesle babam bashe az koja malum delam ye alame gerye mikhad, babam bade 5 sal mano faramush kard , ali ham bade 6 mah faramush kard farshid ham 2 hafte nashode yadesh raft
be in natijeh residam nabaad hich mardio tu zendegit doos dashte bashi hala mikhad babat bashe ya doos pesaret ya shoharet ya ... ashkam nemizare monitoro bebinam chesham dard
fekr konam dige emrooz etefaghi nemiofte baram

khoone khodemun

cheshamo to takhte khodam va bazam to khooone khodemun cheshamo baz kardam aval PC ro roshan kardam akhe dishab base farshid off gozashte boodam va hesam migoft ke javabamo dade ba khondane offlinesh nirooe bishtari gereftam ke basash sabr konam hame marda ke mesle ham nistam
zang be vakilam zadam azash vaght gereftam donbale karae ensarvarasam bioftam ke haghamo begiram
kare khasi nakardam tamame rooz ahang goush kardam va jaryane hollando neveshtam alan ham nahar khordam badesh ham mikhaim berim kenare daryache aftab begiram ya shayad ham biroon kharid konam nemidoonam baharhal rooze khasi nis

ye rooze dige

sob ke cheshamo baz kardam bakhodam tasmim gereftam ke ghabool konam babamo nemitoonam bebinam va barash talabe amorzesh konam man shakhsan bakhshidamesh chon hes mikonam to on donia be andaze kafi tanhai keshide boode
lebasamo avaz kardam mesvak zadam kami aryesh kardam va omadam az peleha paiin abbas goft naghsharo dar biaram ke rah bioftim onam nashod
khalam tebghe mamul shoro karde bood be pooz dadano axashuno neshun dadano az injooori chiza ... man too delam mikhandidam va alaki ham ghorboon sadaghe man miraft manam az in masael badam miad vali majboor boodam tahamol konam
nemidoonam khale man inghadr vaze malish khoobe ke hich kas nemitoone tasavooresho bekone va in hata az lebasasho kafshasho saate dastesh ya hachi digash moshakhas vali nemidoonam chera inghadr tazhor mikone
moghe khodafezi shod khanoom tabandeh faghat be man goft ke ayandam roshane va moraghebe khodam basham kami ham mive va ghaza base to rah dado ye ayatol korsi khoondo zire ghoran rademun kardo boosemun kard moghe khodafezi kaveh daste mano keshid va baghalam kardo boos va goft hataman berim pisheshun Canada khalam ham bade roo boosi hamahs migoft pas dige ta Canada manam goftam inshalla
bacheha khanoom tabandeh fogholade mehraboon boodan va delam barashun tang mishe
rah oftadim man torah jaryane harfa dishabemun ba meygun darbare kaveh ro be abbas goft abbas goft kheili khoobe dige mibaranet too ghasreshun tu vancouver va aziatam kard vali hes kardam onam badesh nemiad man zane kaveh besham
saate 11:30 shab residim khoonamun va man khaste va koofte boodam vali neshasatam jaryana hollando ta ye jai neveshtam bad sham roshan kardam axe babamo negah kardam basash ye fateh khoondam bad axe farshido boos kardam bad cheshamo be omide ye rooze behtar rooham gozashtam

chand ta dooste jadid

sob ke az khab boland shodim taghriban kare mohemi najam nadadim ta nahar khordim va be tarafe nijmegen harekat kardim akhe khaleh fahimeh khoone khanoom tabandeh bood va khanoom tabandeh ham khoonash nazdike nijmegen hastesh ye shahre kuchik be name gennep
onja ke residim baroone shadid miomad ta ma khanoom tabandeh ro peida kardim
aval gharar bood ona ro chand saati too ye ja bebinim bad ma be samte swiss harekat konim vali ba esrare khaleh va khanoom tabandeh va inke chizai az pedare man midoone ke mikhad be man bege ma belakhre holland ye rooz bishtar mondegar shodim
man ke residam onja khooneh kuchik bood 2 tabaghe otagha bala bood va ye salon kuchik paiin bood vali benazar khoone miomad ba adama garm pesara khanoom kheili mehraboon va bighelo ghesh boodan hame ta mano mididan migoftan chesham eyne babame negaham negahe ali rashide va mano az roo axe bachegim mishnakhtan
pedare man be khatere inke too farsh forooshi bood va roofoogarish ali bood ona basam tarif kardan ke pedare man ye modati ba ona zendegi mikarde va ona basash moshtari peida mikardan ye farshashuno roofo kon
imano amin baram tarif kardan ke babam beheshun koshti yad dade va ona ke bache boodan va hey bahashun hollandi harf mizade ke yad begire va ina ham bahash shukhi mikardan
bad goftan man ba bachegim hich farghi nakardam va ghiafam eyne bachegiam akhe goftan babat ye ax az bachegi too tu kifesh bood va be hame neshun midad migoft in dokhtare man hanieh hastesh man boghzam gereft va gerye kardam shayad avalin bar bood ke hes mikardam babam mano ye kam doost dashte
khanoom tabandeh mano seda kard too ashpaz khoone in khanoom enrgie ajibi dare ke miitoone kami bahat ertabate manavi bargharar kone va ye kam ham ayanda ro bege
be man goft hanieh baba to bade ke omad inja too khonneh ma bood ta inke panahandeh shod va raft camp
bad ke javab gereft va chand sali gozasht omad khoone ma va roo ye hamin sandali ke to nashasti alan neshast ke man behesh goftam khob mobarake hala ke karet dorost shod bacheha ro miari inja ke javab dad alan na bezar bashan hoselashuno nadaram , bad axe toro be man neshun dad va man behesh goftam dokhtaret kheili khoshbakht mishe va miad inja va on be man goft ke man ke nemiarameshun , manam goftam to ro ya kasi dige ro nemidoonam vali miad inja dars mikhooneh goft khob bad chi mishe? goftam bad inja ezdevaj mikone va kheili khoshbakht mishe va babat goft hanieh khoshbakht beshe baghie koone lagheshun
babat nemikhast shomaro biare hanieh ghoseh nakhor va motmaen bash ke kare dorosti anjam dadi.
shab raftim ye ja ke ghaza irani midad va cholokabab khordim ke kheili khosh maze bood onja pesare dige khanoome tabandeh omad ke bishtar ba babae man samimi bood va bahash migasht omad va ono onja didam esmesh mertash bood ta mano did khandid va goft ke ba bachegit farghi nadari albate man axeto dide boodam
on az babam tarif kard ke cheghadr pae va dooste khoobi boode barash goft babat adame khosh gozaruni boode basam tarif kard ke baham disco miraftan va sheytanat mikardan bebabam migoftan panjeh tala ashpazish ali boode o harkari ke mikarde ali najam midade behesh goftam chera maro naovord goft yani vaghean nemidooni goftam na goft babat inja behesh kheili khosh migzasht dokhtar bazi mikard manam goftam khob man nemigam chera ye mardi ke 5 sal az zanesh doore momkene ke khata azash sar bezane vai age zanesho doos dashte bashe hamishe ono be hame tarjih mide mertash goft are ras migi babam mamano doost nadasht va faghat 5 sal mamanamo bazi dade boood kai nabood bege to ke doosesh nadashti chera 5 sal montazeresh gozashti ye lahze be in fekr kardam nakone manam eshtebahi daram sabr mikonam ba in tafavoot ke farshid khodesham be man gofte sabr nakon nemidoonam mishe be mardi etemad kard ya na
bade sham raftim khoone yeki dige az doostae babam on az taziash goft va inke kheili adame khooobi boode chand ta ax ham be man dad
bahs shod sare baba man khalam migoft halae shode ghahreman shode va khale man shahede cheghadr mamane mano aziat karde man hich chizi nadashtam begam faghat goftam adami ke morde nemitoone az khodesh defa kone va ma ham nabaad pish ghezavati konim age alan on madioone mast ma ba in kar khodemoono madioone on mikonim va behtare salavat befrestim va dige dar barash ghezavat nakonim bezarim be ohde khoda va bejash basash fateheh bekhoonim khalam be man parid ke are shoma morde parst hastid man hich nemikhastam begam na az in adam defa kardam na mikhastam in adamo mahkoom konam chon ma dar hadi naboodim ke ono be barim pae mohakeme khoda khodesh baad inkaro anajam bede va kare ma nahagh bood man adame mazhabi nistam va faghat too donia ye khoda bozorgo ghabool daram va ghavanin khodamo daram na namaz mikhoonam na zekr migam na hichi faghat ye iman bekhoda daram va say mikonam raftaram babe nazare khodavand bashe
vali khaleh man ke ham namaz mikhoone ham zekr mige ham majalese khatme gonde mide too canada kharja bozorg mide too iran va .... dasht too on lahzeh az mani ke hich kudume in karao anajm nemidam gonahe bozorgtari mikard chon be khodesh ejazeh dade bood bejae khoda kasio bedoone inke betoone az khodesh defa kone mohakeme mikard on shab bade khodahafezi too khiaboon boodim pesar khalam be man goft man be jae mamanam mazerat mikham azat mamanam ziade ravi kard bebakhshid ,manam labkhand zadam goftam man nabaad bebakhsham.
shab omadim khoone moghe khab bood ke fahmidam khalam ba pesaresh aslan khoob barkhord nemikone va az in narahat shodam
moghe khab man pishe zane mertash khabidam on ham kami baham sohbat kard ke chetori ba shoharesh ashna shode az man ham porsid ke kasio doost daram va man goftam kasio doost daram ke behem gofte basam sab nakon kheili doore azam va momkene hich vaght pisham nayad va mesle babam rahat azam begzare onam goft khob sabr nakon basash goftam nemishe nemitoonam doosesh daram on lahzeh koli boghz karde boodam vaghean nemidoonestam kasi ke doosesh daram vaghean doosam dare ya manam mesle mamanam gharare bazicheh kasi basham
onam goft pesare khoob ziade masalan pesar khalat taajob kardam goftam kudumeshun goft kaveh az to khoshesh miad chon az vaghti omade ye daghigheh ham az otaghesh biroon nemiomad faghat base sham ya nahar vali az vaghti to omadi miad biroon shukhi mikone va aslan tu otaghesh nemire goft khanevadeh kheili pooldari hastan manam goftam ke midoonam khalame khoda nakarde
bad bakhodam fekr kardam pesar khalam ba babasho baradaresh sharkate sakhteman sazi daran to USA hame pooldararo too iran too jib baghaleshun mizaran ham zaman ham ham passe Canada ham Green cart USA ro migiram bad fekr kardam chand nafar alan arezooshone zane pesar khale man basham vali man delam na pool mikhad na pass na green kart na delam ezdevaj mikhad hich vaght delam nakhst khodamo avizoune shoharam bebinam
man faghat kasio mikham ke doosesh daram hata nemikham ba man ezdevaj kone faghat mikham pisham bashe
bad yadam omad khanoom tabande dame restauran irani dasht ba kaveh harf mizad kaveh migoft delesh nemikhad bere USA mikhas Canada bemune khanoom tabandeh goft boro USA onja ye zane khobam basat migirim dige to mishio zanet az babat ina ham joda mishe bad be man goft mage na hanieh man ham goftam inshala vali aslan havasam nabood manzooresh chie
khoda khodam ine ke hich vaght az man ham chin taghazai nashe chon ba na man ye dava khanevadegi mishe va hame chi beham mirize man baad ye salo nim sabr konam chetor mishe eshghamo be passe amrika ya miliarda pool avaz konam yani vaghean doost dashtanam inghadr tokhmie hala ke etefaghi naoftade va omidvaram ham naofte man mitarsam shabo be fekre farshid va inke on alan dare chi kar mikone khabidam

ye shanbeh jaleb

bad az naomidie didane pedaram tasmim gereftam neshun nadam cheghadr narahatam barae ham az khab boland shodam goftam pashim berim Retterdam man ro bebinim
ye shahre bozirg kharto khar baziash mesle iran bood va jaleb inke ye shanbe hame ja baz bood shahre ghashangi bood shahin kado basam ye joft kafshe Mex kharid, in bashar kheili mehraboon hastesh , shab raftim kenare darya va casino hame chizo bakhtim omadim khoone :P
khale fahmihe holland khoone khanoom tabandeh bood va ma farda mirim onja pishe ona chon khanoom tabandeh pedare mano mishnase va pesarash ba babae man rafto amad dashtan
khale ba shahin pae telephone barkhorde badi kard va man az karesh khosham naomad
zang zad be mobile shahin va ba inke shahin pesare khahare natanishe bedoone hich salam aleiki goft goushio mishe bedin be hanieh va shahin narahat shod va man ham hamintor
vali rooze khoobi bood age man be babam fekr nemikardam

be soooe holland

sob abbas raft mashino gereft va omad dare khoone man vasaela ro jam karde boodam omad raftim ye sar dame MC donald's ba maman khodafezi kardim va rah oftadim
ta basel ke taghriban tars dashtim ke jolomuno begiran az basel ke bedoone moshkel rad shoodim tarsam rikht va zarei az omid barae didane pedaram too vujudam shoro shod ta nijmegen mahale zendegi babam taghriban too sokoot pish raft .be njmegen ke reisidim hichja ro balad naboodim shar ham saket va khalvat bood abbas migoft aval markaze shahro baad peida konim onja ba taxi mirim onja ke baad berim , hamin toori ye raho eshtebah raftim va abbas mikhast door bezane ke man yeho tablo ro didam ke eyne ono roo barge parvaze babam dide boodam goftam sab kon va har 2 piade shodim onja ghabrestoone shahr bood
raftim too dashtim negah mikardim bebin kasio peida mikonim ya na vali hich kas nabood yehoo ye agha ba bachahash peidash shod man basash be english tozih dadam chera omadam va donbale chi migardam
agha ham bargehamo negah kard be man goft pedare on ye rooz bade babae man morde to hamun bimarestan va on ba man ehsase ham dardi mikone va ta har ja beshe be man komak mikone ke pedaramo bebinam hese inke khoda dare komakam mikone ta zood tar be natije beresam too voojoodam joon gereft
agha goft ke kasi saate 20 miad ke dare ghabrestoono bebande va mitoonim sab konim ke on biad va az on etelaat begirim sab kardim kasi naomad on raft az yeki az khooneha on atraf porsid ke key mian daro bebandan onam goft gahi dir tar miad daro bebande vali jenazehai ke too sard khoone ghabrestoon hast jenazehai hast ke mikhan hamunja dafn konan va man baad beram bimarestan ehtemal dare onja bashe
on agha mehraboon omad maro ta bimarestan boord onja khodesh be holandi hame chizi barae paziresh goft va on zang zad goft pedaram too bimarestan nist vali ba on sherkati mikhad ino befreste iran tamas migire bebine chi mishe onja zang zad va ona goftan bahash tamas migiran
bade chand daghighe ke base man chandin saat gozasht tamas gereftan goftan ke nemitoonam pedaramo bebinam chon ono mooomiai kardan ke befrestan iran va emkanesh ke bazesh konan vujud nadaram , ashkam mesle baroone bahari shoro kard rikhtan nemidoonestam chikar konam faghat midoonam ke har kari kardam ke bebinamesh vali nashod
madarekamo bardashtam va omadam biroon pesarer kuchulu on agha ba 2 ta jarime be tarafe ma dooid , mashinamuno jarimeh karde boodan , on agha inghadr mehraboon bood ke migoft taghsire man boode man goftam inja park konin bedin man pardakht konam
moghe khodafezi goft delesh base man gerefte va arezoo mikone ye rooz betoonam beram sare ghabresh in adam yeki az adamai bood ke man too tamame zendegim faramushesh nemikonam mitoonam begam ye fereshteh komak bood
masire markaze sharo behemun neshun dad va tarkemun kard
raftim vasate shahr va donbale kaarte telephone gashtim be shahin pesar khalam zang bezanim
peida nakardim va ba sekeh zang zadim onam esrar shab bian pishe man
bad az ye shame sari too burgerking be tarafe khoone shahin rah oftadim too rah gom shodim va majboor shodim bargardim
be shahre shahin ke residim donbale addressesh migashtim ye mashino man negar dashtam va azash porsidam address koja onam maro ta dame khoone resoondan intoori bood ke fahmidam hollandi kheili ham mehraboon hastan

jomeh shum

raftam sefarate koofti holand ba 1000 ra arezoo va omid mesle pesar bachei ke behesh ghole docharkhe no bedi

sob ba abbas rah oftadim savare mashin shodim fekr konam ye kami ham zood tar onja residim

bad az inke ye hollandi bishor bedoone rayate inke nobate mas raft jolo nobate ma shod

raftan pae gishe va madarekamo tahvil dadam goftam ye visa mikham

goft beram montazer basham ta biad

dobare ke omad be man goft nemitoone visa bede engar tamame donia roo saram kharab shod mesle inke behem began pool darim vali nemikhaim barat docharkhe bekharim

man boghz kardam goftam bashe hamun doshanbe ro be man bedin

formesho por kardam dadam shoro kard aziat kardam reservation hotel mikhast 30000 ta bime mikhast

nemidoonam abbas bahash davash shod va hame chiz kharab shod be man visa nadad aziatam kard

khoda chera bazia inghadr badjens hastan

raftam sefarate iran ba cheshae pore ashk dashtam miterekidam delam mikhast parvaz konam mesle ye parnde va beram ta holland bedoone inke az marze hich jahanami rad besham

onja safir zang zad baram sefarat holland ke visa begire baram

bazam badjensi kardam va goftan kasi inja nis ke behet visa bede akhar visa nadadan

man dast az pa deraz tar ba deli por omadam khoone hala 2 rah dashtam ya iran ya be mashin bedoone visa beram ta holland

mashin abbad servicesh nakarde bood va mitarsim bahash berim ta holland base hamin shoro kardim be search kardane mashine kerayei koonim ke mashin keraye kardim va farda sob saate 9 be tarafe holland rah mioftim
khoda khoda mikardam ke sare marz maro nagiran

daram miam pishet

emrooz vaghti az khab bidar shodam ye ras zang zadam sefarate iran too holand , babam vaghean morde jenazash too holande va man baad beram hame madarekesho baram ferestadan saate footesham bood toosh
man baad beram base akhrin bar boosesh konam shayad avalin bare too zendegim ke delam mikhad boosesh konam shayad bekhatere inke emroooz madarekesho didam , babae man vaghean ezedevaj nakrde bood khoda kone hich vaght pish ghezavati nakarde basham vali khoda midoone ke hamishe deam mikhas ye roozi beram bahash harf bezanam azash bekham ke tozih bede basam vali kheili dir shod, chera inghadr zoood baba man hamash 46 salesh bood man az koja baad midoonestam ke inghadr zood mimire akhe chetori ?
1 shanbeh mikhan befrestanesh iran baad joloshono begiram in pedare mane hich kasam too donia bishtar az man malekesh nis man baad bebinamesh. Omidvaram hargez az dastam narahat nabashe man hichi taghsiri nadashtam faghat baad montazeram bashe mikham beram pishesh dige hata ersesham baram mohem nis faghat mikham bebinamesh va behesh begam ke vaghean mikhastam beram pishesh shahedam ham mohsen doostame ke barha behesh goftam ke tabestoon mikham beram donbale babam vali in tabestoon nayomade on raft az pisham
khoda ya komakam bebinamesh base akharin bar boosesh konam fekr konam kheili montazer shode base boose man va man hamishe bad fekr kardam , behesh ghol midam beram pishesh ghol wait for me Plz i will come just for kiss u

khabe ziad

emrooz sob saate 11 bidar shodam inghadr fekr mikonam ke baram joon nemimooone tori mikhabam ke vaghati ke az sare kar miam ontoori khabam nemibare aghlam be hich ja nemirese khanevade babam behem nemigam babam kojas man ham daram divune misham inghadr donbalesh gashtam ke khoda midoone
emrooz dobare police ya har ja ke begi zang zadam bazam hichi, khoda khodesh baad komak kone man fekram bejai nemirese
nemidoonam hes mikonam man kheili ajibam vali bishtar hes mikonam zendegi kheili ajibam baes shode ke ajib basham
az eshgham ham khabare khasi nis omidvaram har ja has movafagh bashe khoshali on harjai in kore khaki mano ham khoshal mikone
nemidoonam say mikonam jooshesho nazanam midoonam on kario mikone ke baese movafaghiatesh beshe momkene hich vaght barnagarde vali inke movafagh bashe khoshalesh mikone va chon on khoshale manam khoshalam delam barash tang shode vali gharare chizi nagam ta on aziat nashe nemidoonam dele onam be hamin andaze tang shode ya na ? man ke dasbandesho ta akhre omr az dastam dar nemiaram
hich etefaghe khasi baram naoftade emroz baad beram police swiss

saram dare mitereke

inghadr in roooza fekr mikonam ke babamo koja baad peida konam ke saram mitereke saram dard mikone chand rooze daneshgah naraftam
diroooz ke harja begi zang zadam tanha kashfiatam in bood ke pedaram sale 2003 az on addressi ke man dashtam rafte va hame chizesho forokhte .
tanha hadasam in ke babam too iran foot karde va khanevadash be man dourough migam nemidoonam che kasi az man bishtar hagh dare ke bedoone kojas .
safarate iran ham ke inghadr mast bazi dar miare ke man halam beham khord
sefarate holnad khodesho aslan masool nemidoone hichi nemidoonam
faghat emrooz in jomle bahalo didam to webblog yek nafari va kheili khosham omad
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donbalet gashtam

emrooz sob az khab bidar shodam ye hesi be man goft nabaad bezari behet tohin beshe baad be hame bafahmouni ke baad seza tohin be toro bedan va onam midoonam chie . man nemizaram ina pooli az in marg too jibashun bere.
man farzande on mard hastam doroste ke too tamame zendegish yek shahi ham be man nadade va amalan kareish nistam, vali fekr konam ghanoon man varesesham hich vaght be malo amvalesh cheshm nadashtam vali emrooz sob hes kardam ke haghame , haghe bachegi az dast raftame , haghe mamamnam ke zemestoona az sarma too zirzamine khoone pedarbozorge pedarim dastash khoshk mishod va naghashi mikard va tabestoona galoosh az booe tineri ke base naghashi estefade mikard misoukht , mamanam base inke kharje mano bede roo shishe miniator mikeshid, inam haghe mane in ers be jai on jabe medad rangi hast ke too 8 salegi az khoda eydi khastam , in bejai on lebasi bood ke ba kharb shodanesh ta sob gerye kardam , in beja on modat zamanie ke tooye yek otagh fakasani zendegi kardam , in haghe mane.
hame ja zang zadam sefarate holand too swiss ,omore khareje holand, police ,sefarate iran too holand har jae ke begi hanuz natoonestam peidash konam
doa kon betoonam haghe 19 salamo begiram doa kon khoda be man inghadr ghodrat bede ke bafahmoonam man adami nistam ke khordam konam
farda miram sefarate iran baad begam begard ta begardim
ghesmate khoobe emrooz dooste farshido didam behem ye dasband dad ke on behesh dade bood ta be man bede dasbando ta akhre omr daresh nemiaram ghoool midam
beram bekhabam farda rooze jadidi khahad bood ba omid be khoda

badtarin rooze sal

mitoonam begam dishab bad tarin shab bood too in 2 saale gozashte hame chiz ye jooraai bad bood baraam
aval inke kasi ke fekr mikardam gom shodam hast raft ye jai ye goushe dige in donia jai ke movafagh beshe jai ke shaayad hich vaght azash del nakane o barnagarde va man moondamo khodam
dovom babam mord nemidoonam naarahatam ya na be har hal morde khoda biamorzatesh
dishab zang zadam khoone baba bozorgam ke tasliat begam nabood zang zadam khoone amooe bozorgam hame onja boodan, va har chi az dahaneshun dar omad be man goftan shayad too ham begi hataman haghet boode vali be khoda naboode.
pedario az dast dadam ke faghat azash 5 sal mohabat didam faghat 5 sal onam na doros hesabi pesari ke mohite khoonash hamash dava bood. pedari ke mire va bade 9 sal miad mige man babatam bia berim va to migi na too in 9 sal koja boodi.
too in 9 sal gofti bachat chi mikhore chi miposhe bakie koja zendegi mikone azash badam nemiomad vali mitarsidam beram mitarsidam az inke ye bare dige mano bi poshto panah bezare va naraftam hala amoom mige ba naraftanam koshtamesh dishab ye lahze ke mamanam goft morde delam larzid hes kardam 5 sal doosesh dashtam vali vaghti zang zadamo zaje zadam ba ammam harf bezanam va on ba tamame bi rahmi khordam kardano behem fosh dadan hamun 5 sal doost dashtanam ham tamum shod.
eshgaham ham raft dige che shabi bad tar az inke ham eshghet bere ham toro be gonahe mortakeb nashode fosh bedan va khordet konan. az amoom motenaferam dishab base avalin bar arezoo marge kasio kardam onam ke be jae babam on baad mimord dishab ba baroone chesha man sob shod